Until I saw My Sister at the airport with Her girl friend, I did not realize how much I missed Her. When we all kissed good-by in
Innsbruck, I started to
feel our separation and wondered when We would be together again. My
conversation with k on the trip home help me realized that k, I, and the entire
family would likely see some major changes over the next few years. I did not
know what those changes would be, nor the direction we would go at any level of
detail. I only knew life would be different.
The first week of January I was a bit distracted. Sharing k, Lady Mary, and My Sister had a bigger impact on me than I realized. k’s willingness to strip before all of us, dress in his pretty girly things before us, and thinking about Lady Mary’s willingness to do the same kept running around in my head.
I had never thought about having a woman as a lover. Watching Kate and mary loving each other was exciting. I knew k loved to fondle my breasts; fuck me as well as he could with his funny little thing, and lick my pussy when ordered. I also loved being the recipient of such loving attention. However, getting the chance to touch, hug, and share mary played on My mind deeper and longer than I expected. I started to appreciate My Sister and Her choices.
I also began thinking differently about k willingness to dress for Me. The more feminine items I added the closer and more loving of each other we became. More importantly, the more I wanted to see k dress and subservient to me. This was also reinforce by the knowledge the Mom was doing the same thing to dad. She was not expressing the same feeling I was having, but She was clearly enjoying dad dress as a girl.
When I recognized many of the stores had post New Year’s sales, I reacted rather spontaneously. As if on a mission, we purchased body suits, leotards, matching pants suites, blouses, flared slacks and long skirts. While fashionable at the time, can you imagine matching pant suits! Throughout the day of shopping k was as supportive as could be. Knowing he was wearing pantyhose and bra under his clothes just kept Me more excited. At home, I had k try on every purchase. Holding k in my arms on the couch with him wearing his bra, blouse, long skirt, and pantyhose, it finally occurred to Me; I loved k very deeply, but I also enjoyed have a girl friend around the house we Me. Other than giving k a big hug, I said, “I love you k”. I did not say any more. We went to bed and had a great night of love making. Before I fell asleep, I decided I would keep buying feminine items for k. k was my husband, but would also be my girl friend. Whether he knew it or not, he was going to become my special friend. I just had to figure out how to accomplish that while we were in the Army. When I awoke in the morning, I had a new mission. Poor k, and I for that matter, had no idea what was ahead for us. I was just relieved I would always have a special girl friend to be with, talk to, and love.
Now that I am sick, I cannot express how wonderful these memories are and how lucky I am to have the love, support and assistance of my now sissy maid k.
I want to thank everyone for following our history. I hope we might help some of you that might be uncertain of your futures. A female led life was wonderful. It is even better now that I need so much help.